The truth is… I have been uninspired. Uninspired about writing, running, cooking.
I don’t even want to make up excuses for that. But too much things to work on really dampens your soul (just as lack of work does).
I haven’t even started training for my altitude running race (really bad!!). Let alone training for that race, I have been off the road for a few weeks now (super bad!!), yet I have 2 races coming up in June – Jakarta International 10K on 8 June, and Halo Fit Run on 15 June.
Talking about my mountain running in August – I have started to have doubts. And fear. And doubts. Would I be able to do it? When and how could I start training if by Friday evening, after all my working days, all I feel like doing is to go to bed early and sleep for 12+hours…. And to be brutally honest, I have started to get this icky feeling the more I see people showing off their running on Facebook. I realized that I’ve been in their shoes (not literally), but now I see how others (non-runners) might have seen me when I was doing that.
Anyway… let’s not drag into it longer. I hope I’d somehow find my strength and grit back on to get my feet on the ground again…